So addicted with strawberries again lately. I totally skipped this addiction when it was in season last year but it kind of got into me again this year. It has always been a favorite of mine so it's good to rediscover my like for it. Okay that was random. 
 

This is the second time I forgot the gawddamn key inside my locker. The first time, I was already at the doorsteps of my apartment FFS. Did I tell you that? I feel like I did because you know, anything stupid that I've done, I know I have shared hahaha. Anyways. Awhile ago, I was like, I know I put my keys inside my uniform bag (the one I leave inside the locker) but come break time, I checked the uniform bag to actually transfer keys but then I saw no keys!! So I was very confident that it's in my bag but when I was in the bus, I felt like checking my bag for keys and no luck. I checked more than enough to know that the keys are not in my bag so I knew I had to come back. I was like, I already checked awhile ago and it wasn't there! Also, goodness gracious knows where my spare keys are. But then I had to double check everything. At this point, I was very nervous. But voila, found it. At first I didn't see but I heard its sound so you know. Great. 

 

As a final note, it's true isn't it? Sometimes you can't see the beauty of things right away. Sometimes it takes time. Say misery. You're in that situation because someone's teaching you a lesson. So while you're at it, don't judge. CRY. BREATH IN. BREATHE OUT. LET GO. MOVE ON. Ciao!

Shortly after I watched Coleen Garcia's commercial for Belo BB Cream, I was like, give me what my sister uses. Joke! And I kind of want to shrug it off nalang because I can't really do anything about it. But then my mom sent me a package thru dad and voila, didn't expect that really. Sometimes I think that my mom's brain cells are somehow connected to mine. PS: There's something appealing about its orange packaging. I didn't expect that either. 

It's more liquidy than all other BBs that I used. Also, it has this very whippy/bouncy consistency that I can't explain. 

It also has a very light/medium coverage. If you want to achieve a flawless look, you might have to use a lot. Or it's probably just me and my problematic skin. Who uses BB creams to achieve full coverage anyways? That's not its job description, right? Anyways, it's always good to have a product that promises things and doing the cover-up while it happens. I have used quite a lot of BB creams in my life though and I can't really see much of a difference. I don't know how this one would differ. Anyways, ciao!

Listening to Taylor Swift and realizing she's been through a lot makes it a little better for me. It's kind of harsh to do it that way but what can we do? It's always uplifting to know that people are going through/have been through the same misery as yours. Don't you think? I have definitely said that same statement before. I admire Taylor Swift. She's a tough one. One would say she's stupid for going through the same thing over and over again but girl, she's fine. Not that it matters but it's always just a short one anyways so I don't know her commitment to it but yeah, she's handling it okay and writing songs about it and earning millions for it. Take that! For the rest of us though, well...we get lessons I guess? And heartaches. Not for long.

I'm usually not one to do this but sometimes you just got to do it because it's what's right for the moment. If things are really meant to be, in one way or another, it will find it's way and you can't really escape it. All I pray for now is happiness. For myself and the people who cares about me.

I thank God for the strength he has given me. I don't want to hold grudges because it's not healthy for anyone but I would be lying if I say I'm okay. I am kinda okay probably because I know I will be. It has happened to me before, I know I can deal with this again. Not right ahead but I will get there. No words spoken but I somehow understand. Or at least I try. It is what's right to do and more often than not, I stick to what's right. Moral responsibilities. Although it would have been nicer if doors were closed properly but I guess it's not always the case. They say that to heal wounds, you must stop touching it. Let it be. But you know, just like you, I'm a little rebel sometimes. Ciao!

This pink hair color. You know, I think that there are really things that should be done by people who knows how to do it. Because I think that the more I try to fix the color of my hair, the more it gets worse. IDK. I should book a salon trip soon!! 

Random Photoshoot

Work ended very early for us so we kind of had the train by ourselves. Not really. But you get the point, right? Train was not crowded so were able to take pictures. 

Also, I checked Bry's phone recently because you know me. Nosey. And it was locked. Not even "just locked" because I know that damn pattern but it has this second lock. Stupid me, I actually thought it's just the same as the primary lock (who does this?) but after like 3-4 times, I gave up. I thought I was done right? When we were done eating dinner, it notified him that someone tried to break out with the code. Not only that! It secretly took a very nasty picture of me. Argh! All evidence on point. Stupid app. Hahaha anyways, we're cool.

Speaking of stalker, here's a creepy story. Remember the guy I told you about that followed me in Kita-Takasaki? I saw that creeper again!! And lord he did the same thing again. So let's start. I was using Google Map to get my way to the park, right? You know me, I don't know my map so I crossed the street and turned right. I was supposed to turn left. I noticed there's someone following me but I didn't mind. Anyways, I found out about it right away and then turned my back to re-center myself. The guy then moved to the side as I turned back and when I passed by him, I saw this guy at the side and doing his thing. Kadiri. I don't remember the face of that creeper but I remembered his outfit. The same as before. Black shirt, and white bandana. When I was on my way, this guy kept following me and so I walked really really  fast. I sprinted for goodness sake. When I was about to cross another street, thank goodness there was a lady that crossed with me so this creeper kind of backed off. I looked at him from afar and he was doing his thing again. Anyways, when I was already near the park, Google Maps told me I have to cross this very narrow street and so I did. And when I was already at the end, I saw this guy enter the street as well. It was horrible because I couldn't see an exit to that street so I thought I have to turn my back and face that guy but goodness gracious when I was already at the end, I saw the light. OMG like, I was so relieved. Anyways, I sat with a family when I was in the park and the guy was still at the end of the street lurking while doing his thing and probably waiting for its next victim. 

I'm so pissed off tbh. To the guy and to myself. Why am I so afraid? Or is it normal to be afraid? IDK I should have called the police or something but all I managed to do was to avoid him at all cost. I should have took a photo and I bet he'll be such an easy bait because he's all over the place. Anyways, that's all! Ciao. 

Yakiniku King. There are lots of Yakiniku Tabehodai (all-you-can-eat) around here and this is just one of the chains. The ultimate goal is to actually taste all the Yakiniku chains around Japan. 

It's a small park though, but you know, you get what you want there so why not? 

Beautiful! 

Takasaki Park

Awesome! For some reason, I like me some Sakura by the river/lake or something. Any parts of water for that matter. It brings this sort of balance (in my head). Hahaha. There were people feeding the kois with bread when I went there so yeah it was a riot. 

Takasaki City Office

Time to go Home

Anyways, that was my last Hanami for this year. I didn't go to many places as planned but that just makes next year very much anticipated. I don't think I'll be running out of places to go anyways because there are just lotsa spots here in Japan where people can enjoy the beauty of Sakura so yeah. Ciao!